2011年1月17日月曜日

Intelligence: What I desperately want

Hi there, it's me.


After talking about some topic, I feel like either of these two; "I've talked too much, I didn't mean to say that" or "I haven't said what I wanted to say or should have said."


The more important the topic is, the bigger this feeling gets.


There's no way that I  think like "Well, I have nothing left unsaid." and feel satisfied.


That might be because of lack of speaking skill, vocabulary, organizing ability, or speculation itself.


I know that, no matter how hard I try, this kind of feeling (of regret) will never stops coming to me.
I won't be able to be free from it.


All I can do is to try to be more intelligent than today and reduce this pent-up feeling by reading, listening, thinking, writing and talking.




Oh, Sucks! My English has already become horrible.

4 件のコメント:

  1. 自分も英語やったるで!!

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  2. ふふふ、期待してますー
    俺はすでにストレスです笑

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  3. there is nothing wrong with your English ;)
    you know what?
    even in japanese, you can't say what you want to say, so why can you in English?
    the more you try, the better it gets, i guess.
    なぁんてね。
    アナログ通信楽しみにしてまぁす♪
    私もまたアナログ通信するね~!

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  4. Thanks for your compliment:-)
    Actually I meant that. Even in Japanese, my ability, vocabulary, and other skills are not developed enough.
    ことばってむずかしーなーって思います。モヤモヤしまくり。

    やるぞ、アナログ通信、絶対に!!

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